Wikichan/Rachel
Rachel was a wikichan article about a story on /b/.
Content
Rachel is a 13 year old cousin to some /b/tard in Maryland. She is described as having short, brown hair, slightly chubby (yet not fat, as CnC-san has said several times), and as being intelligent and a bright girl for her age. He has not posted pictures of her, as he strictly forbids messing up his poor cousin's life any more than he already has. Although it starts as a simple story of loli incest, It buds into something more than that, with CnC-san(a willing psychologist) diving deep into the human mind and rooting out the basic drives and hormones of him and his cousin. He has expressed deep concern in what he has done, and has mentioned that his cousin was "such a sweet girl, very smart and mature. I just hope she's happy."
It has been reported that some of the posts of the "OP" have stirred up emotions in many of the readers. While not being as famous as Damaged Goods or Blindmute Loli, it is a good story of a bond between a mixed up /b/tard and his kid cousin.
The following is a story taken from 4chan's /b/. It is currently ongoing, and the OP stated that she comes to his house every Monday and Friday. She also has stayed the night for a weekend, and popped in for an after school visit. Though the latter has not been logged. (if anyone has a transcript of the thread, please post it here) Note: the OP is now being called C&C-san (For the fact he plays Command and Conquer obsessively).
Thread 1
Sunday
Greetings /b/.
First let me say that I am not a sexual predator, nor do I wish to have sex with little girls. But, thanks to you, I would if one asked me to. That is I have no intention to, but if a certain loli (in this case my cousin) gave enough hints, I wouldn't be able to help myself. And in my case, hints were left for a year and a half, but it was just a week ago that I actually acted on them.Let me fill you in. I live alone in a small apartment near my little cousin's school. She had to stay after school for some art club or something twice a week. Her house was too far away to walk to, so she would walk to my house every Monday and Friday. By this time, I'm home from work so I can watch over her until my uncle could get home. So, she was at my house for about three hours. I would fix her some snacks and put in a movie or whatever, while I did my own thing. And my thing today happened to be fapping to something I found on /b/. The phone rang, and it turned out to be her mom. She said that she and my uncle had to go somewhere today, and that my cousin would be sleeping over. I think it was some funeral or something, I didn't know about it but my cousin did. So, I had a 13 year old cousin sleeping over at my house, while I was horny from some copypasta on /b/.
So, trying to make conversation I asked her who had died. She said it was a friend of her mom's, and that she didn't know her. That was good, everyone is happy, she's watching a movie, and it just so happens that she packed a change of clothes to school. She was prepared for tonight. So anyway, I went back to my room. An hour passed, and I was playing Command and Conquer. Her movie had finished and she wandered into my room.
"what do you want?" I asked. she said nothing, but walked over to me at my desk.
"Can I sit down?"
"go ahead." I said, pointing to the bed
"I want to watch your game. Is that that one game where you tell them what to do?" she asked. I play it all the time, she's watched me before
"yea, command and conquer 3" I was just about to finish the NOD missions again, then she asked
"can I try to play?" she asked, cute as ever.
"well, let me finish this game first, then you can play"
She smiled and said "ok!" she was excited for some reason.
I finished the game, and started to stand up, but she jumped on my lap before I could get up.
"hey, what are you doing?" I asked
"I want you to sit here so you can help me out."
remember those hints from before? this was the most obvious I think.
This is my cousin: 13 years old, short brown hair, brown eyes, and a chubby build. She was not fat, not in the least bit, but she wasn't a twig. She had little chubby fingers too., and from what I could see, slight budge in chest, but nothing big at all. she was wearing a skirt today. Like I said before, ever since she had thattalk in school about sex, she's been dropping hints like crazy. Once, I was watching a TV show and she came and sat next to me. She slowly creeped her hand towards me, and finally ended touching my inner thigh. And almost every time she comes to my house, she says these things. Little childish innuendo that made me think about her at night. Back to the present:
"How can I help you out?"
"well, you can show me what to do, and guide my hands, and I don't know. . " her saying "guide my hands" in her voice got me going a bit.
"well, ok. See this? this is your team menu, do you want to be GDI NOD or scrin?"
I thought she doesn't know what any of these are, "humans, bad guys or aliens?" i said.
"Humans. I'd want to be a human."
So I showed her all of the units and stuff, and I know you all don't care about this, so I'll move on. The worst part about all this was she kepped bouncing up and down when ever any of her guys were attacked. After about two minutes, her base was destroyed, she went crazy: squiming around and lightly bouncing. The whole time, my dick got bigger and harder.
Then, she just stopped. And sat there. She felt the rock under her butt.
"What. . . what does that mean?" she asked.
Oh shit, she's asking about my throbbing dick.
"Sorry, oh god i'm so sorry!" I said.
"sorry about what? I just asked what it means when you die." Oh, thank god.
"well, you can start a new game, but I have some work to do."
She moaned slightly, and stood up. But when she turned to say something, she caught a glimpse at my pants.
"so thats what. . ."
"what?"
"nothing!" she said, and ran out.
Half of an hour passes, and she has changed into nothing but a Tshirt and panties (I assumed). I walked out to get a glass of water and saw her on the couch rubbing her crotch. "hey, what are you doing?" She heard me and quickly pulled her hand out of her panties and under a pillow.
"n-nothing. I'm just watching this show, heh. . "
I laughed, and asked "So, are there any cute guys in the show?"
I then realized that I just said a sexual joke to my 13 year old cousin. "sorry, Cliff I have to go to sleep" she said.
"tell you what, today is friday, you have no school tomorow, why don't we stay up late?"
"realy? Can we play video games too?"
"sure!"
Part 2
The only game I had that I thought was appropriate was a puzzle game for my PS2, so we played that. In this game, whenever you did something wrong, the controller would vibrate. When we were playing, she was making so many mistakes I almost laughed. But then, I looked over and the controller was on her crotch. Haha, holy shit she's using a controller to masturbate right next to me!
Her mouth started to drool a little, and she was moaning lightly.
"Hey, Raich (real name Rachel) what's wrong with you tonight?"
"what do you mean?" She asked, pulling the controller away from her crotch.
I was still horny from before when she gave me cocksnuggles (pic related) so I was as hard as a rock.
"I should ask, what's wrong with YOU?" she pointed to my pants
"so, you are aware of all the sex things from school?"
"we got another talk this year, it was last month." she said.
"well, using a game controller to do that to your big cousin is wrong."
"yea, but. . . getting a erection from a 13 year old is even worse!"
the smile fell from my face. "Do you realy like me, cliffe?" she asked, leaning towards me.
"well. . . you are a cute girl for your age." As far as little girls go, she was.
"you're just messing with me!" she yelled, with a pouty look on her face. This got me going like a rocket.
"heh, no no i'm not. But please, don' t think this means anything. You are a girl, and my body just can't tell the difference between young girls and adult girls."
"Is it the same problem with me?" she looked saddened, like there was something wrong with her.
"No, don't think that. You just don't know what love is yet. . ."
silence. . . then, she leaned over and hugged me, and I got a view down her way too loose shirt. nothing but little lumps. Being hugged to the point of almost fully being covered by her, I could feel warmth coming from her nubile vagina.
"I know what love is! I do! I know that you love me! After all, I could feel your. . . penis from under me when I was playing the game!"
". . . you have to level with me, feeling a girl's butt on your crotch was enough to get any man like that."
"but. . ." she loosened her grip on me "I know you do. Please. . . let's have sex!"
"haha, sex? You are not ready for sex, I am 20 years old, it would hurt you."
She tightened up again and kissed me on the cheek. Knowing there was no way around this, I rubbed her back with my right hand, and my cock with my left.
"you. . . you're doing it again, just with pants on."
"I know. . . i'll tell you what." I stood up. "How about tonight I will let you have sex with me."
Her face was beaming with joy. "but you have to promise not to tell anyone. Not even your friends at school."
"that's ok! I love you soo much!"
Part 3
she was sitting with her feet on the couch, so i could see under her shirt. She was wet. It was going thru her panties. Her little white panties. I sat down on the couch next to her, and began to take off my pants. My cock was poking out of my boxers, and when she saw it she seemed intimidated.
"wow. . it's so. . big!"
"here's what you do: You grab it like this, and move your hand up and down."
She hesitated, but did as i asked. It was bliss. "Try licking it, if you want to."
She did this as well, and I had to pull her away from it, as I was about to cum.
"Now take off your panties, I'll make you feel good."
She did, and threw them in my face and laughed at me.
"hey, be careful!" I laughed too.
They were almost soaked, and they smelt realy good as well.
I looked at her slit, she was blushing and had her hands behind her head. Her slit was perfect, bald, and not touched (by anyone but her, apparently), and almost soaking wet. I started to lick around it, and she was breathing heavily. I wanted to jerk off, but I didn't want to spoil it. I slowly moved closer and closer to the slit, and I finaly reached it. She laughed a little, and started cooing. "ohh. . . you're so cute." I whispered into her slit. I eventualy found the curage to push my tounge into her slit, slowly. she squealed with excitement, and she was panting with increasing speed. She tried to wrap her legs around my head, but she just couldn't reach. I wanted a big ending, so I stopped before she reached orgasm. "ok, I'm going to put my finger into you." "Al. . all right. . " she said in between her deep breaths. I licked my index finger, and shoved it as far as I could into her slit. She screamed, and I pulled it out.
"are you ok? I'm sorry I went to fast!"
"no. . . it's. . ok. please go on!"
Part 4
I did, and I slowly moved my finger in and out, and then I got an idea. "you're pretty wet, I wonder if. . ."
"wh-what?"
I stood up "get on all fours. . . ok. Now lift your butt up some more." she did just as I said, and I grabbed onto her butt. Beleive me, the feeling of grabbing onto her butt was phenominal. I put my raging cock in between her legs, and slowly pumped back and forth. I was having trouble, as she was slippery as a fish down there. I got this feeling I could. . so I did. I lined my penis up with her tiny cunny, and slowly pushed the head into her slit. "HEY! ooph!" she almost screamed. Not madly, but happily.
"shhh. . . it's ok."
I pushed it father and farther. . . she was squealing, but her face was pushed into the pillow. "Ouch! it. . . owww!"
"it's OK, it will only hurt for a minute."
"no, it's not that. . . I poked my face with a zipper!"
"oh. . well, can't you feel this?"
"You put your. . . penis in my vagina? it doesn't hurt, maybie I'm loose?"
"no you're fine. . . you're just realy wet."
So, I pumped in and out of her, and it took a suprisingly long time to cum. I went faster and faster, and all of a sudden, she let out a long, drawn out squeal, and then a sigh She had orgasmed before I did. She said nothing about it hurting, so I continued on, rubbing her butt more, I could see her hole. "Ooo wow. . . that was. . .hey!" she said, as I was playing with her butt hole.
I finaly felt like I was cumming, so I pulled out quickly, and sprayed a load of cum on her back.
"oh jesus. . . ahhhh." I said.
"Cliff, when you touched my butt like that. . . It felt good. . in a weird way."
"I just put my finger in it a little. . . it didn't hurt?"
she didn't answer, but collapsed onto the couch, still panting.
"are you OK?"
"yes. . ."
In all of this, I didn't touch her chest a single time. We were laying on the couch, she on top of me. She still had nothing but a Tshirt on, and my cum was still all over it. It was so relaxing to just lie there like that. Her on top of me, breathing heavily, sweat all over us. I looked down and there was just a little blood on my penis, but I didn't hurt her at all. I could feel wetness coming from her crotch. she let out a long sigh, and started to roll over. "Cliff. . . Thank you." "no, I thank you. . . I love you Raich." "me too!" she said, as she kissed me on the lips for the first time.
Continued on 9/10/07 17:25:14 by 4chan time:
Thread 2
Monday Greetings, /b/ Ok. many of you may remember me posting yesterday about me having sex with my loli cousin. Well, she's at my house right now, napping. I think I'm totaly fucked. I'm more fucked than a woman in men's cell block B. So here's how it went: I greeted her at the steps to my apartment like I always do, I fixed her a snack like I always do, and I went back into my room. Some time passed and I went out to check on her, she was watching Frasier on TV. I thought it was funny that a 13 year old girl watches that show, but hell Itsa good show. So, I asked her what she was up to lately and she answered in a casual tone, saying how well schools been in the passed week, so on and so on. Here's when it happens: she asked me about "the thing we did that one time" and of course, this was about my loli adventure into pedoton. At least I let HER bring it up, now it's easier for me to talk about it.
I told her: "Listen, Rachel. I'm going to ask you something important. You have to tell me the truth, ok?"
she nodded and giggled
"Did you enjoy what I did to you and did you like doing what you did to me?" I asked, as serious as I could
"well. . . I did a lot. . but is there something wrong?" she asked, all cutesy.
"I'll get to that in a minute. . . but i'm seriously asking you: did you want to do that, do you regret it at all. Please tell me if you do."
"hehe, no. why are you being all serious like that?"
"i'm being serious because this is very serious. Did you tell anyone?"
"of course I didn't, you told me not too, right?"
My heart lifted, but for all I knew she could of been lying.
"Yes, and you shouldn't. If you tell anyone, you can get in big trouble. I can get in big trouble too."
She seemed to understand. . . I'm glad I said she could too, it made her not want to tell anyone period. "I promise on my life, cliffie! You're not mad at me, are you?"
"Of course I'm not mad at you. I love you, Raich."
"I love you too. But, will we do that again? it was fun."
My heart stopped. . . all the planning I've done the previous night, lost in the drunken fit I got myself into late that night. Oh god, what do I say. . . if I say yes she'll want more, and if she doesn't get more she'll tell, even if she doesn't she'll grow up to be a slut. God I don't want that on my little cousin. "um. . . I don't know. . . i don't think i'm realy in the mood for it." Today, though, she was wearing a tight sweater that hugged her frame, exagerating her butt, and it drove me wild. Oh fuck, did I have a boner? I can't look, too obvious. . .
"What do you mean? It was fun, how can you not be in the mood for it?"
Fuck. Oh holy fuck. She wants more, and she doesn't understand what 'not in the mood' means.
"I'll tell you what. . how about for this one after noon, we can do it again. But, we won't do what we did that one time, but we'll still have fun."
She liked this idea, and was bouncing up and down in her seat. She got up and ran into my foyer to take off her sweater. Oh god, she had no boobs at all, but man did she have a nice butt. She realy filled in down there for her age, and the tight pants made it even better looking. She hung her sweater up on the coat hanger and ran back to the living room. the shirt she was wearing was white, and loose.
"ok, what will we do today, cliff?" she asked
"well, I was thinking we could just cuddle up and watch a movie."
For pedo tl;dr fags, this is where it picks up.
"I'm trying to get comfortable, here!" she said, almost defending herself. But what made this weird was, right after she did that, I felt it. She had no panties on, and her wet pussy was rubbing on my leg. Fuck it, in for a penny, in for a pound, i thought. I then hugged her in close, and started to kiss her forehead in a caring way. We said nothing the whole time this was happening. I reached over to the remote and turned the TV off, it was quiet. She was humping my leg faster now, and I started to go up her shirt. My dick was still inside my pants, so I thought 'hey, if she just humps my leg like this, and nothing more, it isn't my fault, is it?' well, that wouldn't hold up in court, expecialy after I fucked her and stuck my finger in her ass a week and three days prior. So, I reached into my pants and started to masturbate, and just like clockwork, she moved my hand back to her chest and started doing it for me. It was an awkward position: I was laying with my back against the back of the couch, she was on the edge with her leg over mine, and she was reaching down and jacking me off. I came. hard. And she did shortly after. But this time it was harder for her for some reason, suprising since last time we actualy had sex. She was jittering all over, and she seemed paralyzed, her hands not leaving my soaking dick. then, finaly, she snaped out of it and let out a long, drawn out "ooooohhhhhhhh" right in my face. She was too relaxed, and she rolled right off of the couch. I jumped up and kneeled down to help her up. she was crying.
She had bumped her head on something hard, and was bawling. "oh crap, are you OK?" I asked, pulling up my pants. "Ooowwww!!" she was still crying. "Come on, it can't be that bad. . ." Then I realized it: it couldn't of hurt this bad. there was something else she was crying about. And the news shocked me to my core. "i'm so sorry! I'm soooo sorry! and now, I'm going to get in trouble because I'm such an idiot! man man man!" Oh jesus, she told someone. . . Jesus creeping christ she told someone. . . holy god she had to of told someone. "what. . . what are you saying?" I asked. . . shocked. "I. . I was talking to some friends at school, and we were talking about sex or whatever and I said I have had it before. . ." Oh jesus christ, she tripped that fast? and to her friends too. . . this was going to be bad for me. Calm down, calm down, she never said she told them my name or anything. . . it's cool so far. . . "What. . . why? well, what did you say to them?" " I said that I had had sex, but then i rememberd what you told me, so I stopped talking. They didn't beleive me either!" Oh thank god, they didn't beleive her. . just a middle schooler bragging about how she'd "had sex already" I was about to tell her to say she smoked and drank too, to make it look like she's a big lier. "But, you didn't mention me at all, right?"
"no. . ."
"well, there is no problem if they didn't beleive you. . . it's OK come here."
I hugged her, and I felt in love. . . I can say from my heart that I felt in love with her. . . not love like pedobear loves loli, but love like I care for this little girl. "I'm soo sorry! I. . . i'll never do it again!" she was crying softly now.
"no shhh, it's ok. . . it's all ok. You're not in trouble and I'm not mad at you. . . everything is OK."
So, we just stood there for a minute, hugging. She was still choked up. I know this all sounds wishy washy, but I'm being honest with you now /b/. The sex wasn't what brought us together, that did nothing. In fact, I wish this never happened. But It did bring us closer, and now I wish i was her age so we could grow old together. . Anyway here's the thing /b/: what the fuck do I do if her friends tell an adult or something? I do, in fact, own a gun, but I don't want to take any .357 asprine just yet. . . I think i'll just chill and see what's going on.
Thread 3
Wow /b/, I just had the greatest experience of my life. Wednesday:
If you don't know, I recently posted two threads about my loli cousin who seemed to like me a lot. So, it turns out that she decided to pop in after school today. It was around 4:10 when I heard my phone ring. The gatekeeper was on the line, and asked if I knew a little girl named Rachel. I was shocked, what was she doing here today? I told him to let her in and walk her to my apartment. After a minute or two of freaking out, I heard her knock at my door.
"Who's this girl, eh?" the gate man asked.
"the same one that comes here twice a week, Rachel."
she nodded, and walked back into my apartment. I waved him off and closed and bolted the door.
"what do you think you're doing here?" I asked, afraid of what might happen.
"I wanted to come over today, is that ok?" She asked, plopping down on the couch.
"as a matter of fact. . ." I stopped. "Well, nothing is wrong with it, but do your parents know you're here?"
"No, but i thought you would call them and tell them I was."
I nodded, and left a message for them on the phone. She turned on the TV and just sat there watching and kicking her legs back and forth. I went on to ask her what she was doing here again, and she just said she wanted to visit me.
"Ok, listen carefully." I said, turning off the TV. She looked sad that I turned it off, but this was important.
"I want to talk to you. As two people." She liked the idea, and without being asked she started talking about her day. She was saying something about the annoying people in school who threw paper and yelled and screamed a lot. I liked this, we (she) were just talking about our (her) day. The topic of sex didn't even come up.
"Sounds like you're doing well in school." I said.
"mm-hmm! Real well. I'm getting all A's and B's. I really like my teachers too."
We had never talked like this, not even before this whole mess. It was nice, and she was enjoying it.
"It looks like you enjoy talking about this stuff with me." I said
"Yea, my parents never really talk to me about this kind of stuff, they are too busy."
This made me feel sad for her and them, she was a really good girl and they didn't give her enough attention.
"That sucks. I don't get a lot of company around here except for the people in games or online." (nod to /b/)
"ohh, I feel so bad for you! Don't you talk to people at work?" she seemed genuinly sad for me.
"well, most of them are jerks. And I realy emphasise my work there, so I don't socialize much."
It was nice, I could use big (for a 13 year old) words with her, and she either knew them or figured them out mid-sentince. I can't realy remember what we were talking about, but it was not important. I finaly got the curage to talk to her about this all.
"hey. . let me ask you something, Do you ever think about what we did? When you're at school or any where else?"
She paused then said "Sometimes when i'm thinking about you, but not that much. It was fun, right?" it worried me that she asked me if it was fun, making it look like I tricked her.
"That's the thing, it may have been fun but there is a problem. You see, it's bad enough that we did that when we are related to each other, but it's even worse since you are so young.
Do you understand this?" I asked, as serious as I could.
She thought about it and then said
"Well, I heard that it's against the law for an adult to do what we did to someone my age, but. . . I asked you to." She started to panic.
"It's ok, calm down. Nobody is in trouble. It's just that, I knew it was wrong when we did it, but. . . this is hard to explain. ."
"no, I understand. I remember monday when I came over, you didn't want to, but I. . . I forced you. Oh! I'm so stupid!" I think she started tearing up.
"No, shhh, no please don't cry, this is not your fault. It's my fault more than it is yours. I should have had more self control, but. . ."
this is it, how was I going to explain myself without looking like a pedo? Should I say 'Sometimes when my body is attracted to something, it has to release, and you were right there.' No good, it would sound like I used her for sex. Could I say that 'I read a story with someone around your age in it, and I mixed you up with the girl in the story.' No, I sounded like a pedo.
So, I just outright said everything I could to her.
"I have what they call a complex, if you want to be a psychologist you'll know what that is."
"that's a condition of your mind, right?" she said, as smart as ever.
"that's good! You take after me in a lot of ways. Anyway, I have a complex where sometimes my body can't tell the difference between an adult girl, and a girl your age. And, I love you so much Rachel, but my body thought I was IN love with you. Do you understand?" I said, as easy as I could.
She thought for a moment, and then said "I do understand, sometimes you just get confused, and that was that time. But you do love me right?"
"of course I do, you're like a daughter to me. but what you have to learn is that you are at an age where you flirt without thinking of it, and that's what you were doing those two times. It was not
your fault, but you, without thinking, came on to me. And me, my brain confused about you're age, got attracted to you in an unhealthy way." It sounded complex for her to understand, but then
"I get it now, I've heard that all girls do things like that some times. But, you still love me right?" She said, not offended at all. I leaned toward her and hugged her, as caring and lovingly as possible.
"I do love you, Raich. But, I don't love you like a lover, but like a good cousin should."
I let out a sigh of relief/joy as we sat there hugging for what seemed like forever. Then, my phone rang. It was my uncle calling about her, and to make sure she was ok.
"yea, she's here and she's ok."
"what are you two doing?"
"Oh, I'm just showing her how to play a game on my computer." I said the first thing that popped into my head. She ran up and wanted to talk on the phone. I handed it to her.
"hello, daddy? Yes its me. No, I'm ok I just wanted to visit cousin Cliff after school and. . . he's playing a video game with me." A quick thinker.
She hung up the phone after saying goodbye and I was in heaven. I finally sorted this all out, at least for now, and I would take her home when she wanted to.
"but, cliff. . will we ever do it again?" she asked as she sat back down. I just sat there, thinking of what to day. I knew she was interested in it again, but it WAS against the law.
"well. . . maybe not exactly what we did before, but we can still have fun together." I said, I felt that I have purified my mind, and that I seemed like a good person again.
I know this all sounds mushy mushy to many of you, but I'm just reporting on what happened. After that we started to talk some more, and I took her to Wendy's to get some food. After that, I showed her a little more about computers and the internet, and she started feeling sleepy, so I drove her home around 5:45. all in all, everything was good. She was happy, I was happy, and she didn't ask for any more of the 'sex'. I feel good, /b/, and no matter how boring this story was, and sorry for the lack of fap material, if anybody actualy cares about my situation, it's a whole lot better. In fact, she is starting to look up to me as a second father, and i've bonded with her more than any sex act could. I know you all don't care about any wishy washy stories, and would rather prefer some lolisex, but thank you to anyone who helped (or just gave input to) me in my previous posts. I just hope she understands what happened.
Thread 4
Saturday (09/15/07(Sat)21:42:38 No.39581312) hey /b/. It's me again. I finaly got home from work in time to post this.
So Rachel spent the night over at my house last night. I helped her do a weekend homework project, and everything went well. When the time came to go to sleep, I set up a cot in the living room. We played some super smash brothers until 11 or so, then I went to bed (long day).
After a while, she came into my room and said that she wanted to sleep with me tonight. I hesitated, thinking "oh what the hell?" and let her lie down.
I'll tell you, I fell asleep a hell of a lot faster with her snuggled up to me. But she didn't. I woke up in the middle of the night to movement, and she was touching herself again.
I said something like "it's late." and she just stopped and pretended to be asleep. I rolled over to face her and her eyes were open.
"what are you doing still up?" I said, yawning.
there was silence, then she said
"I'm sorry. . . I just. I can't sleep."
I sighed, knowing I'd have to talk to her again. "I know what you were doing just now, you don't have to hide it. But the thing is, it's not right for us to do that anymore. You have to cleanse your mind of these thoughts."
I was being a hypocrite, since I myself frequently have thoughts of her in a suggestive manner.
"I know you told me before. But I can't help it, Cliff. I'm sorry. . ." I could tell she was getting upset.
I don't know if it was the fact that I was half asleep, or the fact that there was a half naked girl in the bed next to me (all she had was a T shirt and I assume underwear of some kind),
But I blurted out the dumbest thing I think i've ever said:
"It's ok, I have the same thoughts about you too."
Oh fucking christ, why did I say that? As soon as I said 'too' I shut right up and rolled over.
"what did you say?" she asked, touching my shoulder.
"I. . . I didn't mean to say that." I said shit under my breath.
"What do you mean you didn't mean to say it? you did. . . and there is always truth in every statement." she was rubbing my shoulder.
"Heh, you're getting too smart there, Rachel. You'll be a good addition to society." I said, trying to change the subject.
"thank you, but. . we're talking about us right now. You said that and you meant it. Don't try to lie to me, I remember what we did." Goddammit, how the hell did we get onto this? We've made so much progress, and now it's back to sex.
"ok, Raich, I'm going to tell you one more time: What we did was not wrong, but we can't do it any more. I know it may have felt good, and that you love me a whole lot. But, we can never do that again. Also, you can't tell anyone. If you do, we might never see each other again. ok?"
while I was saying this, she got closer to me, now she was rubbing against me. I rolled over, not knowing this, and she was right in front of my face.
"please. . one more time. I. . . I want it." she said.
No matter how hard I tried to fight it, I think I had an erection. I mean, who wouldnt? A girl that you have had sex with, right in front of you, nothing but a shirt and panties on. And no matter how hard I tried to fight it, she knew I wanted it, and I knew she wanted it too. But, we just couldn't do it. Many of you have said to "STICK IT IN HER POOPER!" Some of you have said "You can't do this any more, it will hurt her." And others have said "I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL AND GET RAPED BY SATAN, YOU PEDOPHILE!"
But at this point, there was no /b/. There was nothing but me and her, and I knew this would escalate into something I hoped it wouldn't.
"Raich, you. . we can't do this any more. It's just not. . not right. We're cousins, you're 13. It's wrong." That's what I thought I said,
"I love you, Rachel." That's what I said.
She seemed to not know what to do, just lying there, eyes locked onto mine, mine locked onto hers. Then, she kissed me. And I grabbed onto her and kissed her back. And after that, we lied there, our bodies touching one another, hugging in bed, her face pressed against mine. I didn't know what I should do. But she took that job over from me.
"I want you to do this. Please I've waited so long." she whispered.
"i. . I know you have. But we just can't. We can't even touch each other like we did before." I wanted to say this,
"I know. . . I know." I said this.
and then, before I knew it, she was taking off her shirt. She threw it onto the floor and sat up in the bed. I was just lying there, staring at her. I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling, thinking about this whole thing. And my view of the ceiling was obstructed by my cousin's head, climbing on top of me. She had climbed onto my stomach.
"what are you doing? Please, no we can't do this any more. I know we want to. but. . " I messed up again.
She had slid down to my legs, and had felt my cock from under the sheets. She struggled to take the sheets off of me, and finally succeeded in doing so. I was poking out of my trunks I had on, and she was touching me. But I knew this was not how it was supposed to happen, so I tried to get her off of me. And she tried her best to stay on.
I looked down more, while mumbling again that this was all wrong, and she had taken off her panties, so she was completely naked while mounting me. I felt her warm and wet pussy on me.
"Does this feel good?" She said while rubbing my cock. I tried to get her off, but instead I just nodded. Here we go again, I thought.
she was jacking me off, and at the same time she was rubbing herself. I knew this would happen, but there was nothing I could do to stop it.
"ok, Rachel. Please. . NO!" I yelled no, and she was startled.
Just then, she stopped and got off of me, and sat down on the bed. She seemed disappointed, or maybe even upset.
"Why don't you love me? Why not?" she was crying.
"No, please don't cry. It's not that I don't love you. I just. . we can't do this any more." I sat up and reached my arm around her.
"I don't get it! You did before, and I always loved you as much as I could, but you won't even do this for me!" She was clearly upset. I started to think if she had some kind of bi-polar disorder.
"I'm sorry. I love you, and that's WHY we can't do this. What can I do to make you feel better?" I asked, as sweetly as I could.
"kiss me. Kiss me like we did before."
"alright, no harm in that I guess."
I reached around her face to kiss her, and she grabbed me and planed a huge kiss on my lips. I felt her tounge, she was trying to french me.
that lasted for about three seconds, and then I said "I'ts late, can we go back to sleep?"
She was still choked up a bit, but agreed. She went and put her shirt and panties back on. I felt bad, I had made her look stupid, at least I would have felt stupid if I was in her position.
I got up and went to the bathroom to masturbate. I thought "what the hell, might as well get it out of my system." while I was gone, she too did the same (I assume) as I heard moaning coming from inside my room.
I have slain a personal dragon. I have bested myself, and have shown my will power. But, inside I realy wish we did do something. So, to the readers out there, if you ever think about doing your loli cousin, don't do it. For god's sake. I'm so mixed up right now I'm not even sure if I've posted this on /b/ or /h/. The bad thing is, she doesn't seem to have taken rejecton well, and I'm praying that she does not report what happened to anybody. I thought she was staying the whole weekend, but she left today at noon. Poor girl, she is so embarrased she can't even stay near me. And at this point, I'm not sure if she will tell anybody. I have a feeling she won't, but at the same time she has all the motive she needs to do so. After seeing what she did last night, I can tell she doesn't like getting rejected like that, and that would seem enough to get her to rat us out. What do you think /b/?
Thread 5
Monday 09/17/07(Mon)18:22:13 No.39777241 Hey /b/. It's me.
Ok, I'm feeling good right now. I thank you all for giving me courage. It has come to my attention that a few lines in my first story are being debated upon, saying they are made up. I will tell you, I can't remember what me and her said dead on (it had been a week after it happened) so I just filled it in as best as I could. That manga was just on my mind at the time, so I guess I just figure it to be true. Anyway, don't let that one thing make you think this whole thing is untrue. But I digress. She came over again today, and she's sleeping over at my house as I write this (around 12:00). I know how you are, Anon, so I won't skip any details. Note that this is a long one, because I know you've wanted me to do her for a while and the last few posts were nothing but talking and mushy googa. Also sorry it took me so long to post this, she was at my house until just now and I didn't want her seeing this.
She came over at around 1:00 today, we talked for hours about every thing, we saw a movie, I took her out to get something to eat, etc. Then at around 7:00 the topic of sex came up again. I remembered what you all said, and that for all of the good I've done for her, doing this every once in a while can't be bad. So, I acted on instinct (CnC reference) and gave her what she wanted. She started getting upset, remembering how I totaly left her looking like a fool the night prior, and how bad she felt after it was all said and done. I assured her that everything was alright, and that I was half asleep and was not thinking (makes sense to her). So then I bring it up:
"Do you. . . wish that we had done something? or were you just doing that to make me happy?" I asked her.
"well. . I wanted to show you how much I loved you. . but I thought you wouldn't mind if I did that for you." she was blushing.
"no, I should be doing this for you. I don't want you to feel like you are forced into this to make me happy, it's not like that."
"I guess. . ." She was looking at her feet, blushing still and after what seemed like forever, I said it:
"Do you. . want to pick up where we left off? Now that i'm ready for it?" She sprung up, her happiness made me feel like a million bucks.
"Do you realy want to? Will you. . with me?" this was not a question, this was a request. I could tell she was begging without thinking about it.
"hah, sure why not? as long as you want to. Because I don't mind doing this for you, but if you feel like we should not do it, then please tell me now."
She didn't need to say anything. I knew she wanted to, but I was just making sure. So, after that point, there was no talking, just actions.
we leaned into each other and gave each other a big hug, followed by a kiss. Today she was wearing a grey sweater that was too tight (it's a style) so again her butt was emphasized. she started to take it off, but I stopped her. I shook my head, and got up. I nodded my head towards my bed room, and she liked the idea. Why wouldn't she? She was an adult. About to have sex with her adult husband. In their bedroom. Like adults do. tl;dr fags start here.
So, we went into my room, I turned off my computer monitor, and closed the blinds. She sat down on the bed, and again tried to take off her sweater. I again stopped her.
"How do you want to do this. . I mean, what do you want to do." I said
"Whatever you want." She finally took off her sweater
"No, you decide. This is for you, I'm just here for the ride." I laughed a little.
"well, I guess we could. . I don't know about all the poses or whatever. Let's just lay down and kiss and touch like before."
Good, she didn't seek a penis in her vagoo, she just sought contact with me, in any way possible. She loved me, or at least thought so.
"ok. . . let me lie down." I did, and she did next to me. She was blushing like crazy at this point. She leaned toward me and kissed me on my lips, hers were moist and soft.
I waited for her to make a move (a little tactic to trick myself into thinking I didn't perpetuate this all), and when she did she went right for my chest. She began to rub it, and I started to touch hers as well. Her hand up my shirt, and mine up her shirt. She was just how she was the last time I saw her, small lumps where her breasts would come in soon. I'm assuming that she was filling in quickly for her age, as was evident in her butt. She didn't have some kind of gigantic ass, but a nice tight butt that looked best in a pair of jeans.
I could feel my pulsing dick trying to get free from my pants, and it was starting to become uncomfortable. So, I paused for a moment and slid off my pants. I honestly didn't even think about it, I just wanted to be comfortable. She took it as a move, and did the same.
I then rolled onto my back to try to unhook the phone from my table (it had been ringing a bit today) and when I was on my back, she took it as to climb onto me. I didn't even notice and let out a grunt when I felt her on top of me. She took over instantly and unbuttoned my boxer shorts, and helped my cock out of it's cloth dwelling.
I started to laugh for some reason, and I guess she thought It was tickling me to do that, so she started to tickle my dick and balls. In all honesty, I think I was laughing at something I read on /b/ that day, but I can't remember what it was. After some rubbing around at random, she started to get a pattern of up and down, up down, up down. It felt good, but I wanted to make her feel good as well.
"Wait. . take off your panties." She climbed down from me and slid off her panties, and instead of throwing them away she handed them to me. I was confused.
"smell them." she said with a "naughty" look on her face. I put a sly grin on my face and did. I couldn't really smell anything too exciting or at least interesting, but nonetheless I smiled at her.
She got right back up on her horse but this time I could feel wetness and warmth coming from her pussy. She was sitting so her pussy was rubbing against my cock, and she had her left hand on my stomach and her right one was un-doing a tie in her hair. After she let her short hair down (There was not much of a difference) she grabbed onto my cock, and started thrusting up and down with her hand. After a while she realized what she could do, and raised herself so she could line up my cock with her pussy. "No wait, it might hurt you to do it that way." Well, it would. "don't worry, I won't scream or anything." Oh god, this was too much. So, she tried to stick my dick up her pussy a few times, but missed each time. She finally did, thrusting it deep up inside her. But she quickly pulled it out. It had hurt her, like I knew it would.
"are you ok?" I said almost out of breath.
"Oww. . yea I'll be ok. You were right."
I looked at the clock, it was already 8:12, we had been at this for over an hour.
She sat up in the bed, and I got up and grabbed onto her legs. I pulled her to the edge so we could try it this way.
"Spread your legs apart more."
She did, and at the same time pulled her shirt up, exposing her small breasts and nipples. I moved my dick toward her, and pressed it against her little wet lips. She started to squirm around and let out a quick shriek, still sensitive from when I penetrated her. But this quickly passed, and I managed to poke my head into her a little, trying my best not to go to fast.
She was getting real wet, and I figured I might as well make it easier for her. I got on my knees and started to play with her with my fingers, gently poking inside with a finger I had licked. I rubbed up and down her slit with my finger, and then began to lick it up and down. She was giggling at this, and tried to wrap her legs around my head. She could hardly keep her legs open, I was touching on her weak spot here.
After I felt she had gotten enough of this, I stood back up and spit onto my hand, and rubbed my dick up and down before I went back to where I was before. This time, she was drooling from her mouth, and panting. She was in heaven at this point, and she wanted to go all the way like before. I reached over and rubbed her cheek, and at the same time I pressed my head against her slit. . . then slowly. . pressed it in. . until it was in all the way to the shaft. She was going crazy, her eyes were bugging out, looking all around, she was breathing heavily, drooling, and her legs were closing up on me. I was wondering why she didn't react this way before, but maybe she was.
I don't know, that time her head was pressed against a pillow, so I didn't see what she was doing. But this time, she reached her arms up towards me and grabbed onto my sides with her sweaty hands. I gave her a signal that I was moving in more, and I slowly but firmly moved more and more of my cock into her. And at the same time, she went more and more crazy with it all, and it got to the point where she was kicking her legs out into the air, and her hands were made into fists, pounding the bed every so often. Finally, I had gotten as deep as I felt comfortable. Then I started to pump in and out as slowly as I could. She was moaning like I've never seen her do before, and was shaking her head all over the place. But, this was all not in pain, but pure ecstasy.
I started to move faster, and I felt like I was about to cum soon. Without hesitation, I pulled out. It turned out I had a while to go, but I didn't want to take any risks. As soon as I pulled out, she stopped her fit, and opened her eyes, wondering why I stopped. After that, I suggested something else. .
"You know how when I played with your butt before, and you liked it? Let's do that again."
Just like that she turned over and stretched her arms across the bed, and she let out a relaxed sigh. finally, I was face to face with her nice little ass. She wanted me to do anything I wanted with it. . I've never done any thing to any girls ass before, and she was giving me this chance. I spread her cheeks apart, and saw her hole. I spit into it, and started to rub it in with my finger. I tried to penetrate it with my index finger, and she naturally tried to resist, but at the same time tried not to. I managed to get part of my finger in, and she was again squealing and going wild. This was just a pretense, And at that point I decided to do it. I pulled her down so she had her legs going down the side of the bed, and her body on the bed. She had her legs going into two directions, and her feet were moving around.
"this may . . it will hurt a bit. . but stay strong."
I said, giving her confidence. I then started to rub my dick back and forth on the inside of her ass, and then I tried to penetrate her here, but it was just too hard. I gave it up, and went south some more back to her vagina. We went back to doing it, and at the same time I played around with her butt. It didn't take long for every muscle in her body to tense up. She let out a giant moan. . one that made me just cum instantly. I pulled out as fast as I could, and it was just in time. She was still moaning like crazy, and I fell down onto the bed next to her. .
She was just lying there, I had came onto her back, and she just stayed as she was. . I think she was so caught up in the whole experience she forgot where she was. Even if we had done it before, this time was special since we had become so close. It was almost 9:00 at this point, and I knew she would go to sleep soon. Instead of trying to get her set up somewhere, I just picked her up and lied her down under the covers in my bed, and I lied there with her for a good while. I fell asleep with her. Then after a while I started to type this up while it was still fresh in my mind. At some point, she had gotten up and put on PJ's, and she's lying in my bed fast asleep. I don't fear that she'll tell on me at this point, I gave her what she wants and nothing more. But who knows, she may slip up. I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed doing it. In the morning I'll wake her up and walk her to school. What do you think /b/?
Thread 6
c&c-san here.
Rachel came by after school like usual, and we talked about some stuff. Our topic quickly turned into our relationship, and I tried to explain how what we did (again) was wrong (again) and that we can't keep doing it.I asked her if she ever wanted to again, and she said something along the lines of "well, if we both want too, there is no problem I guess." So after a while I took her to the park. While we were there, we fed some ducks, I pushed her on the swing, we had fun. But after a while it started raining. We ran to my car, but some asshole blocked us in our spot. I assumed he wouldn't be there for long, so we sat in my car and listened to some REM (our favorite band).
But the jerk didn't show up, and he didn't leave a note or anything. So, I was sitting in a car with a soaking wet loli for (what turned out to be) 45 minutes. While we were stuck in the car, we chatted about some stuff, and I thought this would be a great time to talk (again) about what we can and can't do together.
"You see, it was really fun what we did together, but we can't go on like this. We are relatives, you're 13. . I. . we can get in trouble." I said.
"I understand, OK? Let's not talk about this any more, please?"
she was soaked to the bone and shivering. I didn't even have the AC on, but it was kind of cold. I moved the arm rest in the middle of the seat up, and scooted over to her and gave her a big hug. She didn't seem thrilled, because I was even wetter than she was.
Realizing that this wasn't helping, I got out of the car and opened the back door to look for a blanked or sweater or anything for her to warm up to. I saw an old towel from when I last went to the beach, and I gave it a quick shake and passed it up to her. Instead of getting back out, I just sat in the back while she was in the front. She wasn't mad or anything, but she doesn't like getting wet.
"you're welcome to join me back here, if you care to." I said, pretending to be all suave and suggestive. I was joking, but I got a "OK." from her. I guess she didn't mind if we were both wet after all, she cuddled up to me with my towel wrapped as best as it could be around both of us.
It wasn't long before the tape had ended (no CD player), so it was silent in the car. For some odd reason, I started feeling horny. I mean really horny. I mean I had a boner at this point. She didn't seem to notice. Good. The last thing we needed was to get caught making out in my car like this. But something that scared the living shit out of me happened. I heard a knock at the window (it was fogged up at this point) followed by a flashlight beam. Oh shit, it was a cop. I rolled down the window enough to see his face, and he didn't look happy.
"what are you two doing?" He just noticed that I was much older than her.
"well, this guy blocked us in, and we were waiting for him to move."
"what guy?" the cop asked.
I looked, and the asshole left without even saying anything.
"Oh, sorry I guess he left. We'll be on our way now." I tried to open the door, big mistake. He stopped me and asked
"How do you two know each other, is she your daughter or, sister?" Fuck, he saw my dripping wet loli cousin, who was blushing and breathing heavily (she gets nervous really fast).
"Well, she's my cousin and I just took her out to the park, but as you can see, mother nature was against us." I said, trying to act calm.
"Why don't you step out of the vehicle, little lady." He had an umbrella, and she was stone silent. Oh fuck, what was going on? Did he see the rocket in my pants? Shit, shit shit!
She refused to get out of the car, and just shook her head. But this cop was sure that I kidnapped her and was trying to rape her or something, and he walked over to the other side of the car.
He tapped on the window. This made me mad, he thought she was stupid and couldn't tell he wanted the window down to talk to her. The rain was pouring in the cracked window on my side, and I didn't even bother to roll it back up.
"Do you know this man, sweetie?" He asked.
"y. . yes, he's. . I. . . he-" She was so scared, she just wanted to go home. I wanted to go home.
"Answer the police man, Rachel." I said in a caring tone.
"Sir, please remain silent." I've never seen a more arrogant cop before. I mean this guy was a true asshole, he honestly thought I took her. I nudged Rachel as if to say "Spit it out"
"yes he's. . he's my big cousin. Are we in trouble for something?" She was looking back at me now.
"You're sure you know him? What were you doing today?" I just wanted to punch this asshole in the face and drive off, but I'm no idiot.
"we went to the park but. . but it rained so we had to sit in the car. we couldn't get out." She was calming down now, and told this pompous big-shot what he wanted.
"OK then." He said. He didn't even try to block the rain from getting in my car with his umbrella, and it was staining the interior.
So, he told me to drive straight home and ran a background check on me (just to make himself look powerful) then let us go. As we were driving away, she said "what a windbag!" I laughed so hard at this. My cousin, calling a policeman a windbag was just too much. "hah, don't think all cops are like that. Most of them are good, his kind ruin it." I patted her shoulder. She flipped the tape over to side B and we listened to 'Orange Crush' on the way home. So, not only have I fucked a loli cousin, became better friends with her than either of us have ever had before, but I have had a brush with the law over it all. Jesus, some of these cops make me sick. I looked back and there was a big puddle from where all the rainwater had gotten in. "fuck it" I said under my breath. "what was that?" She asked "I said you're a sweet little girl." I smiled at her. She giggled and thanked me. Corny? Very. Did I care? Hell no.
Thread 7
Note: he claims to be drunk, don't mind spelling errors
10/10/07(Wed)23:19:08 No.42380917
Hello again /b/. It's me, the incest loli-loving pervert who's addicted to C&C that you all don't give a shit about. I feel like a terrible person right now. I got into a fight with Rachel. The following takes place between 4:30 PM and 10:00 PM
Today when Rachel came over it felt really odd between us. We just didn't feel like talking, and I felt like there was nothing to talk about. I just went back to my usual buisness, lurking /b/, playing C&C, whatever I did. It was raining today, but not a nice pleasant rain. The kind of rain that came down hard and made everything sad. She was out in the living room playing super smash brothers. I could feel this tension between us, for some reason, even from in the other room. What went wrong? I didn't know, but for some odd reason we were at odd's end with each other.
After about an hour, I realized that the TV was turned off, and all I could hear was the rain. I walked out to check on her, and she was sleeping on the sofa. I thought "I might as well be a nice guy and offer her my bed." I walked lightly over to her, and put up the contoller she was using. I then tapped her on the shoulder and and knelt down beside her.
"hey sleepy head?" I whispered
Silence
"hey, you there?" I was a bit louder.
"What?" she said.
The way she said it, she sounded angry at me and it hurt bad . "Hey, are you feeling ok? Why don't you lie down in my bed?" I offered, still sounding as sweet as I could
"Leave me alone. I'm fine. Please, go." she still sounded hostile.
"what's the matter, you don't feel well?"
Silence.
"If you don't feel well I can get you some-"
"Look, I don't need anything. I'm fine, ok? DROP IT!" she snapped at me, as harshly as she could in her cute little voice.
"What's the problem?" I asked, in a normal voice.
She huffed, and sat up and looked at me.
"Do you understand anything? I want to be left alone! So just go!" she pointed to my bedroom door.
I was crushed.
"What has gotten into you?"
I don't know what it was, but at that moment I felt like smacking the girl that I once loved dearly.
"What has gotten into ME? What do you mean by that? You think something is wrong with me?" she was pissed. her first time of the month perhaps?
I have had experience with PMSing chicks before, and being 13 years old doesn't make it any better. But I've never seen her like this before, so maybe it was her first time.
"Ok, calm down. I don't want to become an enemy here. I just wanted to know if you wanted to go lie down in my-"
"I don't want to do anything, ok? So just leave me alone right now!"
Oh man, I had hoped something like this wouldn't happen any time soon.
I mouthed "ok" and stood up again, and walked back to my room. Half way to my room I stopped and looked back at her.
"you know the pressure I'm under right now? Go ahead, try to imagine it." I had a bad day, and the one that usualy brightenes it up just nailed the coffin shut.
She turned around all pouty-like, she was crying I could see, then she said
"Pressure? On you?! I can't even think about you in the right way any more! I can't even talk to my friends anymore! It's all because of you and what you did to me!"
"What I did to you? What do you mean? You think that I just picked you up and raped you or something? You pressured me into it. We went over this before!"
"oh right, I did it subconciencly or whatever it is. Listen to me: you know and I know that you wanted all of this to happen more than I did!"
"Do you think I wanted this to happen? I live every day in fear that you'll tell someone and get me locked away for caring for you too much. Do you have any idea how that feels?"
I know I said the wrong things, but I was just blinded by rage.
"You don't trust me do you? I know how much trouble you can get into! And you know what? I don't really care. You know you don't love me. You know it!"
"You don't think I love you? Let me tell you something, I love you more than you can imagine. This has everything to do with how much I love you, Raich!"
"BullCrap, you just used me and you know it. You know what? I'm out of here."
She got up, grabbed her bag and started for the door.
"where are you going to go? It's pouring down with rain out there! You're a mile from youre house for god's sake!"
But she just ignored me and walked to the door, unbolted it, and walked out. I followed. The rain poured down on me as I yelled to her as she was going down the stairs.
"Look, if you want to go home, I can drive you. I don't want you walking around in the rain like this!"
She still ignored me, and made it to the bottom of the stairs without slipping. I thought that chasing after her would look a little too creepy, so I just went back inside, grabbed my keyes, and went back out. I got into my care and then I drove to the gate, and I guess she took an alternate route, because I was there before she was. I rolled down my window and yelled at her as I saw her:
"Please, just get in! I'll drive you home. Just. . . I don't want you to get all wet!"
"I don't care if I'm wet right now! I just don't want to be any where near YOU!" she yelled back.
The gate keeper wasn't there right now. Good. I couldn't afford him calling the cops on me for trying to pick up a 13 year old.
"We don't have to talk, It's dangeros out there! You'll get hit by a car or something terrible! Just get in."
She climbed under the gate, and got on the highway and walked away. I pressed the button and drove out of the gate, just in time to catch her at a crosswalk. There weren't any people around, so I pulled up next to her and ordered her in the car.
"Please, Rachel, god damn it! Get in the car!"
She finally stomped her foot on the ground, and walked over to the car. She got in the back seat, and didn't bother to buckle her belt.
There was no talking all the way to her house. When I pulled into the driveway, I said.
"you didn't feel good, did you?"
"nope. I didn't feel good."
and with that, she grabbed her bag and walked to her front door. I waited untill she got in, just to be sure she was able to. As she closed the door behind her, I hit my hand on the steering wheel. I didn't go home, but rather to a local bar where I sat and thought for a while. She seemed really mad, what would happen if she tells about us? What would I do? After I had a few beers (i didn't take it well, I usualy don't drink) I stopped worrying. I just sat and thought about everything. I was there for nearly three hours, just thinking. I payed my bill and drove home (im awrite 2 driv) I just sat at my kichen table. I fell asleep at the table after five minutes or so, and I just sobered up a bit when I started typing this.
Give it to me straight, am I fucked, or am I fucked? I didn't even bother to spell everything right, or at least check it, so in b4 spelling nazis. I need some sleep.
Thread 8
Hey /b/, it's CnC-san again (Or the guy that everybody loves to hate) Rachel did come over today (thank god). Ready for a long fucking update? It will be worth it, expecialy if you're a pedo, story fapper, or all of the above.
She got here about the time she usually does, and as soon as I opened the door, there was an awkward silence between us. She just threw her bags down on the table and plopped down on the couch. "busy day?" I asked, trying to break the ice. She shook her head. "listen, I want to talk to you about something." I sat down next to her, she didn't try to avoid me this time. "About yesterday, I'm really sorry. I just had a bad day and I took it out on you. I hope you'll forgive me." I smiled at her. "I understand. . I was in a bad mood too." She sounded as sweet as she used to. "But listen, I need to talk to you about this whole thing. I've got a feeling that I'm hurting you. I need to hear you out on this, and you need to hear me out. So please Raich, tell me what you think." I waited for a moment, and she spoke. "I just love you so much, Cliff. But sometimes I don't think you love me back. Like that one night, you yelled at me for trying to show how much I loved you. . I didn't like that." I smiled. "You don't have to worry about that, I'll always love you. Even if you told the police what happened, I'll still love you. you know that, right?"
"I do. But, sometimes I want to have sex really bad like before, but you just won't. That makes me feel like you don't care enough about me to do that for me." She had a sad look, like she actually thought that. Did she? "I know how you feel. It hurts to get rejected, especially if you want something really badly. But you have to realize that what we did wasn't really wrong, it just wasn't right. Look at us, we're cousins and you're 13. It just can't happen whenever we want it to. You see?" She looked up to me with those big puppy-dog eyes and said "I understand. But. . . what you said yesterday. I don't think you think that I won't tell anyone. Just please, trust me I'd never do that to get you in trouble." "Don't worry, I trust you. But, you have to remember that we are both humans, and humans make mistakes. So I just keep my mind aware of it, that's all." "I see." There was some more conversation after that, but nothing too important. Mostly just saying what I said to you guys, and how much I loved her again, etc etc. I hugged her, and she hugged me back. The crowd goes "awwwwww". "But, let me ask you something. . . yesterday at all, did you bleed out of your. . . vagina?" She looked shocked, but then answered yes and asked me if I knew what it meant. "You've reached puberty, and that's just your Menstrual cycle. I'm not 100% sure on it all, so ask your mom or a teacher or someone about it. Don't mention that I told you too, though." She nodded, and I could tell she was embarrassed. My assumptions were correct, it was her first period. I felt relieved, just to the extent of knowing that I didn't cause her breakdown yesterday.
After this was said and done, I hugged her again and asked if she was spending the night here. She said she wanted to, but she wasn't sure her parents would let her. So I called my uncle's work phone, and he said it was OK as long as we didn't get into any trouble, so she stayed. Later (around 5:00) I fixed us some dinner (some microwave lasagna) and we sat at the table and talked over our meal. She seemed to be really happy, and that made my heart feel at ease. After dinner, I cleared the plates away and said she was free to take a bath/shower whenever she wants (I take mine in the morning). She said that she took showers, but she liked baths. At her house, they have one of those really small showers, it's not even a tub but just a shower stall. So she hadn't had a bath in years. I went into my room and started to go though the Half life 2 levels again, when I heard her. "Cliff. . . Cliff?!" She wasn't screaming, but sounded frantic. I raced into the bathroom to find her just sitting there, waiting for me. "What is it, are you ok?" "Oh I'm find, I just wanted you to read me a story." "a story? Aren't you a little old for that kind of stuff at bath time?" well, she was. "I know, but I'm bored in here like this." "I don't know, I really shouldn't be in here with you naked like this. . ." That sounded really stupid. "Why is that a problem? We've had sex before, don't you remember?" She laughed a little. "well, I guess. What do you want me to read to you?" She told me to surprise her, so I just grabbed a book called Fig Pudding that I assumed I got from her a while back. I sat down on the toilet and opened the book. It felt weird. It felt weirder than when I did her. She was sitting in the bath tub, washing her hair, and I was reading some kid's book to her. But for whatever reason, I had a boner. Actually that wasn't too unusual.
She asked me to rinse her off, so I did. I grabbed an empty bottle from the side of the tub and filled it with water and dunked it over her head. And it felt weird. I was doing something that her father should do, and that disturbed me for some reason. Maybe because now I saw her in person as my daughter, and I did do her after all. "there we go, all clean. How about we get you some dry clothes?" I offered. She then just stood right up in the tub, right in front of me. Exposing her entire body, soaking wet and naked. I was glad I had clothes on, because that was all that stopped me from grabbing her and doing her right there. She was obviously trying to get me in that mode, and she knew she succeded. Now all she had to do was seal the deal, and bada bing bada boom she was having sex with me again. But I had to prevent this from happening. It was around 6:00 at this point, and I managed to find her one of my old T-shirts. She just wore the same panties. After getting her hair combed up, she met me out in the living room where I was watching TV. Her hair was still a little wet but it was ok. So, before this point, everything was going swell.
tl;dr fags, begin here We were sitting there watching some TV show for a while, then I flicked it off to take advantage of the moment and get some more talking with her in. But our talking soon turned into suggestive talking, and that talking turned into hugging, then from there. . . I don't know what started us, but I think it was thinking about her standing up in the bath tub naked like before, but my boner came back. She picked up on it, and started breathing heavily. That got me going even more, and so she started getting more into it. After a while, we were caressing each other, hugging and kissing. Then she pulled off her shirt, and then I pulled my pants off. Oh wonderful, this was starting again. I was going down on her almost flat chest, and she was moaning and trying to get her panties off. She eventually succeeded and she was sitting there totaly naked minus her socks and a tie in her hair. "wait. . . hang on a minute." I said, and went into my room and got *you guessed it* a condom. I felt like a piece of shit doing that, but what the hell at this point, amirite? I took off my boxers and slipped it on. She wondered what it was, but soon realized it was a condom. She liked where this was going, and pounced on me. She was all over me, and I could feel her wetness and warmth from down there. She was grinding my cock, and it still felt pretty good even with the plastic glove on it.
I decided I might as well pick things up, so I pushed her off of me so she was laying on the couch with her legs spread apart. It was a wondrous sight. I picked her up (it wasn't easy, I'm not that strong) and carried her into my bed room. I lied her down on my bed, where it was easier for me to be at the right level with her vagina. I lined up, and started to rub up and down her slit with my hooded head. It still looked the same as it did when I first saw it, and that turned me on. "I'm putting it in." I said, as I slowly thrusted into her. She went wild again, and started kicking her leg around and grabbing onto the bed spread. It was the first time she'd done this in a long time. A looong long time. It was still tight, but it didn't feel nearly as good to be inside her with that damn condom on. But when I started pumping, it felt alright. In and out I went, and I could tell she liked the feeling of deep penetration more than her clit getting rubbed. I soon felt like cumming, so I pulled out. But I waited a minute, and felt the pleasure go away, so I went back at it.
Before I did, I flipped her around, so her legs were coming down the side of the bed. Poopering time? I thought. As I slowly pumped in and out, I tried to prod at her ass a little bit, and managed to get my finger into it a little. This made her go fucking nuts, and she was moaning and flailing around everywhere. I pulled out again. The good thing about getting in deep is that she takes longer to cum when there is less contact with the clitoris, and that meant that we could milk this for as long as we wanted. I was still fingering her asshole, and I tried to put two fingers in it at once. "OH GOD!!" she let out, totally overcome with pleasure (i hoped, at least). "Do you want me to go on, into your butt like that? if not just tell me." ". . . go ahead. . . wow. . ohhh wow." she was clenching and pounding her hand on the bed, all good signs. So, I got the green light, now all I had to do was go for it. I spit onto her asshole and moved my fingers in and out to loosen it up, then I pulled her down some more to get a better angle.
"ok, I'm going to go in." "ok, just go in already!" Oh lawd. I pressed my head against her hole, and realized that I might as well take off the condom. So I pulled it off and prodded at her hole some more. I began to think of how wrong sodomizing my 13 year old cousin was, but I thought nah forget it, yo holms, JUST DO IT! So I made one final push, and the tip of my head was inside her ass. She blew her lid. She totally went crazy over this, and she was screaming softly. I moved in more, and i started pumping. I pulled out, and inspected my dick. it was clean, that was expected as she just took a bath. The feeling was incredible, it was so tight and warm in there, and she seemed to like it a lot too. "want to do that again? As long as you're fine with it." "Both. .. use your fingers on my butt like before. . it was . . awesome." I laughed at what a sick bastard I was, but for the third or fourth time I thought "to hell with it" and went back to the vagoo. But there was one problem: I forgot to put the condom back on. But it only lasted for about another minute before she tightened up on me, her muscles were tightening, and she was jittering everywhere. Another orgasm, I presumed. But I wasn't done yet, so I pulled out and sat on the bed. I was amazed at how clean my dick was, I thought it would have stuff all over it (poopers aren't naturally clean) but it didn't. When she finally snapped out of it, she said "wow. . . ohh." and she knew what I was thinking. She grabbed a hold of my dick and started going down on it. I came mere seconds later, but it was awwwright. I came buckets, and it went all over her face. "Ahhhh. Oh, haha, sorry." I said to her. It pleased me to see her wipe her face off and lick the corner of her mouth, my dick still in her hand.
So, after this we took a nap in my bed, still with hardly no clothes on between us. It was nice. Then I woke up at around 8:00 and started typing this up. Call me a sick bastard (if you aren't a newfag to my threads, you would have already called me one), call me a pedophile (i'm not- by definition), but whatever I am I feel alright. It's (9:02 as I type these words, and she's still sleeping in my bed. And no, i'm not taking pics of her. period.
